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Restless Spirit

Seek God and continue to KNOCK

I have been a restless spirit most of my life. I have embraced that. It's not a bad thing if used as it should be used. 

While backslidden, that spirit wasn't good for me. Now, it is an awesome trait to have.

Many people are content with staying in a permanent place. Whether that be a home, city, job, or church. 

I firmly believe that God gives us different seasons. 
For me, my past was one season. My sanctification processes were another. My current life is yet another. I reflect on the song, Every Season. Here are the lyrics.

Every evening sky, an invitation
To trace the patterned stars
And early in July, a celebration
For the freedom that is ours
And I notice You
In children's games
In those who watch them from the shade
Every drop of sun is full of fun and wonder
You are summer
And even when the trees have just surrendered
To the harvest time
Forfeiting their leaves in late September
And sending us inside
Still, I notice You when change begins
And I am braced for colder winds
I will offer thanks for what has been and what's to come
You are autumn
And everything in time and under heaven
Finally falls asleep
Wrapped in blankets white, all creation
Shivers underneath
And still, I notice you
When branches crack
And in my breath on frosted glass
Even now in death, You open doors for life to enter
You are winter
And everything that's new has bravely surfaced
Teaching us to breathe
What was frozen through is newly purposed
Turning all things green
So it is with You
And how You make me new
With every season's change
And so it will be
As You are re-creating me
Summer, autumn, winter, spring

In my past, I ran from one relationship to another. Changed jobs because I hated bosses who told me what to do. I moved a lot, which I still love. As a single person, I have the freedom to do so. I moved because I always thought a new place and new faces would be a brand new start. 

Now as a Christ Follower, I have learned that I am okay to stay in a place for a certain season until God feels it is time to move me.

Now being I am settled, to a point (lol), I am able and willing to go wherever He leads. 

I reflect back on the song by Crystal Lewis. In the song, she says, "Here I am, send me". 
Due to my restless spirit, where most wouldn't be able to go state to state or church to church to spread the gospel of Jesus, I can. 

I think that it is needed more now than ever since we are in the last days.

I am a restless person but through God, I can embrace that part of me, properly. 

I continue to KNOCK and seek HIM in my prayers but sometimes as humans and seeing through our eyes, we want a "sign" or some sort of BAM that is what I meant Lord....

but sometimes, HIS PEACE is enough!! 

Sometimes being still while restless is okay. 

Revert back to my Be Still blog to understand that word. 

Always SEEK HIM and you won't go wrong.

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